I.D.I.O.T ??????

"Through my skin
you climb into my eyes
i say goodbye
but you're on the inside
blind my eyes
& in front of me
you hide
You fuck with me
but I am an idiot
you fuck with my heart
but i'm still an idiot
now my life is pain
and pain is my life
but im still an idiot
b'coz i'm in ?????? "